17 years today. I sat with you today you know, I sat right in your chair. I know i could not see you But I knew that you were there, I couldn't hear your voice at all, But I heard every word that was spoken. I sat with you today you know, Calm, yet so heart broken.... I know you follow me around, I have known it from the start. But sometimes I am afraid to look, So heavy is my heart....... I often feel you touch my face, Or think I feel you near, But when I try to see you. Its like you simply dissapear....... I love you more and more each day, And beg for you to know, I find it harder every day, Just to let you go...... I'll sit with you tomorrow. If thats okay with you, Sometimes it feels the only thing I still know how to do..... I'll always love you skunk. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx